things seem to be going pretty well for me right now. I'm accepted and enrolled in the EMT course which starts a week from today to get certified for EMT-basic and i'm accepted into SMCC and i have an appointment for the 29th to make my first semester schedule. haha good to know that i wasn't just being crazy in thinking i wanted to become a firefighter. things seem to be falling into place for this. I like my life right now. I'm actually getting back in touch with parts of myself i'd long forgotten. no, forgotten is the wrong word. rejected maybe? let's find out if i can make a religious balance this time. i think i can. it's foolish to try to convince myself i don't believe and i had been doing that for a while. well sort of. I'd been saying i wouldn't try to name my belief. I can do that now and i feel good about it. i'm taking it slow though. hmmm that seems to be the story of my life right now, taking it slow. at times not something i want to do but something i know i need to do. overall something that i am again happy with i think. and when things are going this well who can complain? Maybe this sounds touch conceded but i kind of rock, just so you know. I'm angry at geography but hey, what are you gonna do? what is life without obstacles?