some thoughts on my baby and perhaps fate

so they way everything went. when i asked the universe to find me the right girl for me and it all went nuts. it clearly wasn't supposed to happen so i could see candice and it didn't work out to see chrissy and i developed a theory that the universe had indeed set this all into motion and i was supposed to meet or rediscover i guess Rae. I find myself surprised at it but i'm starting to believe it. We have that WOW factor like i have never had before, she's actually really cool and sweet, and i'm starting to develop affection for the little things that make her her. I think it was supposed to happen like this. I tend to fall so fast and i am so lonely right now that if i actually had Rae with me i'd be further into this than i should be. This has given us the chance to get to know each other first and i am really surprised by how much i like this girl. this is going to be a good thing i can just feel it.