because im starting to care and to fall for you

Rae, don't you dare start making me feel these things if you can't let me in. I like you so much, but can you do this? Baby i am capable of giving you the love people search for their whole lives. I think of you when i see sunflowers, and when a thunderstorm rolls through i wish you were with me to watch their flash. If you let me be, I will be the best thing that has ever come into your life. I just know that. To be honest I am scared shitless right now because I am not in love with you yet, but i realize i will fall. You better be willing to fall too; I want to fall into your open arms, not a torrent of pain and loneliness. But i am not going to run away scared. I will put in the good fight. I will make you love me. I know that you have walls up, but baby i'm a wrecking ball. I know you've got defenses but i don't think you can shield yourself from my baby blues. I can just tell that you have never met a man like me and i will surprise you and challenge you and scare the hell out of you. I just hope you're brave enough to realize its worth working on your own fears and stick around for. there is a jack johnson lyric i cannot listen to right now that goes " i don't want to be your regret; i want to be your cocoon ". and its just so true. I have so much love inside of me and i need someone to give to. and not to keep quoting...and quoting grease no less but " you better shape up because i need a girl and my heart is set on you"