ummm my life i guess?

so i've hit 195 pounds over a month earlier than i was shooting for. *flex* i'm trying to hit my stretch goal of 200 by my birthday now. that would be pretty badass to be able to say i was over 200 pounds. EMT training is going well. I have 96 quiz average. I'm certified BLS CPR and AED (semi-automated electonic defibulation). I got to yell clear WHILE wearing a stethoscope the other day. that was pretty flippin awesome. i can do some stuff now like check blood pressure, i know where pulses are, CPR obviously, defibulation obviously, oral and nasal airway adjuncts, suction and some boring stuff nobody cares about like run reports. I can't keep up with time lately. this makes me happy though. i have a few reasons to be excited for time to move quickly. haha i'll keep those my little secrets (since i'm now aware that a few people actually read this thing) I feel good lately. I guess i just look at myself and feel good about it. like i can do anything i need to. haha i feel like everything is just going to work out you know? I feel like i'm in such a good place and i'm just ready for all of this. like i could catch the night on fire if I needed to.