letting go

It is so good to finally feel like I have closure. I feel like I finally have a place of understanding with my ex-girlfriend now. Both of us can clearly see that we had a good connection, yes, but we are just not right for each other. I feel no wanting to be with her in a relationship anymore. not even the smallest trace and that is a great feeling. It was had to let go of someone i was so close with. she was my first love. We are friends right now too but we have both admitted that we are going to drift apart. It feels so good to just say that and be OK with it. I find that I am more myself now than i ever was with her. I like who i am right now. I finally feel like i am completely ready to try to be with someone else (*wink wink* (sorry I couldn't help the awful humor)) Life feels so open to me right now. I know, this is a lot of "I feels" but I just love my outlook on life right now. I have my optimism back. I love that i am getting back to the roots of myself. I feel like I can look at myself and say "I kick ass". If you can't do that, I pity you. things seem to be falling into place for me now that I can say that. Well there are somethings that I am unsure about but there are good signs.